"Now I know how they feel for being heartless".
"Oho, What do you feel?".
"Ignoring much".
"Annoying or ignoring?".
"Both".
"So what do you want to do after you feel it".
"I've been labeled cold heart, heartless, stubborn by the people in this house. Sometimes i dont know what to do." Sigh.
"Be the opposite".
"How?".
"Just do the opposites of what you've done in every single day before".
"Noted".
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Sometimes when I've tired through all day being heartless, I just let my head rest and just sleep. It is because i do not have any idea what to do. How to change myself back being the old me.
I make myself alone. Ignoring people around me. Just do what I wanna do. Being stubborn. I do not know how that thing happened suddenly.
I do not have someone to talk about my problem. Yes, Allah is always Hearing. But everybody need Give and take. When we talk about our problems, we need some advice or anything that can make we feel at ease.
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Thanks to those who just lend their ears to hear my story. I am truly sorry of what I have done that make your heart broken or hurt. I will try hard to be the opposite. InsyaAllah.
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