Sometimes when the day you go through was very tough, you hope that someone will come to you lending their ears and shoulders.But that time, there were nobody comes to you like how you hoping. Then it makes yourself more sad and depressed.
Sometimes you need to understand how people feel about you. How you talk, how you work, how you make jokes. There is someone that very watch over what you done all day, all week, all month, all the year. Maybe you feel it is just a common thing. They just being heartless just like you. Not all people have same thought as you do.
Sometimes when you have archive what you really want to, you thought that anybody will comes to you being grateful, proud, hugging you, clapping for you, give you a present congratulating you and so on for you to be happy. But actually, your thought was wrong. There are nobody was very excited for your achievement except your own family. Or maybe, there are someone that will do what you hope but it just want you to feel relief.
Sometimes you just gotta be silent because no words can explain the thing that is going on in your head or mind. You hope someone will hear it, but no one want to hear it. It was just very complicated to understand you. They have their own problems too.
Sometimes you need to step outside, get some air and remind yourself of who you are and who you want to be. Do not think about other people unless they very care about you so much that you can not ignore them for being clingy about your own self. Sometimes you know everything happens for a reason but sometimes you wish you knew what that reason was.
Sometimes you just gotta accept that some people can only be in your heart, but not in your life. Sometimes you just need to be alone to forget what you want to remember what you deserve.
Sometimes when you read this, you do not understand what I am talking about, because I just talk what my heart want to say.
I miss someone already.
Sincerely,
Human with full of sins.
Thank you Allah, I Love you Allah
